Nizamuddin

On July 23, 2013 by admin

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Devi Prasad Mishra

[This is a selection from the poetry series Nizamuddin that first appeared in the Hindi language blog Tadbhavतद्भव early this year. Translated by HUG]

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(1)

Mean lane and a cow a woman almost touching go past each other and both have babies in their womb and both are tired and both have no hurry at all to reach home and a man makes his way through them about whom it is said that he is a police informer and keeps tabs on people around and a kite-laden boy whizzes right through all three of them and a woman in burkha is walking straight from the other side who reserves enough convenience to cry as she will or laugh out loud with available rotten vulgarity. Bahadur Shah Zafar’s arrest is still fresh news in the lane as fresh as the news of the arrest of a young man arrested for implanting bombs and explosives. In the far corner of that restaurant sits a man with his elbows on the table whose omelette is getting cold and stale waiting right there for hours. He may be in the know that a tunnel has been secretly constructed from Gujarat to Nizamuddin and people are freely using it. This tunnel has been there always—now here now gone. Quite a few rumours about Nizamuddin usually waft around.

 

(2)

As I made my way out of the lane

A tree welcomed me and I counted

21 birds

And as I looked more carefully 17 more

Little ones I found hidden

And then 21 more trees

 

This road I could call wild, untamed, still unmanicured like the Hindi literary landscape

And when I spot that girl who was from the third or fourth tradition, I realized she is lanky and blithe.

 

She is Zeenat, that’s her name

Who, after having gotten a BA degree from Meerut University

Wanted to do her MA in English

From the Indira Gandhi Open University

I mean the same girl who had conspired to send packing the Brits from India in 1857.

 

(3)

Rahim could just be around the corner walking around Rahim’s tomb I felt so. But that accident is averted—that of one poet’s meeting another. Pigeons make that unerring sound with their wings—whirrrrrr—and keep that sound in your mind intact brother. I keep walking around the tomb. Is someone going to appear or am I loitering in the clatter of the departed? The wildness of my language in tombs lying around—shadowy, decrepit. And an incoming phone call—may be the apocalyptic call that will decimate Hindi poetry altogether and it has by now reached Sarai Kale Khan…

 

(4)

Now what can one do if goats loiter often at my poet’s grave it is now Nazeer now Ghalib. When Asad Zaidi chuckled in his usual boisterous way and told me this truth I didn’t reply that this could easily become a neat slice of some utterly poetic line. Have I ever tried to impress upon you that Nazeer Akbarbadi must be included in the Hindi poetic canon and a carbon copy of this plea always lie with me somewhere and after my death you will retrieve that and then whether you bury, burn or turn me to vultures I have no business. I mean if you bury me goats will inevitably arrive. If you decide to burn me I will disappear into the hydrants leading up to the Ganga. But how did this rumour get to your ears that vultures mean those commentators in Hindi who hover around the corpses of control and command. Suppose I get a breather from the vultures?

 

(5)

I have no clue whether this is apocryphal that once Mirza sahab had narrated a tale about a man who was turning out to be a power-hungry hireling and the loss was this that his yield and turnover was never getting diminished.

 

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(6)

As I keep thinking what Mirza sahab may have verbalized and what he might have given a pass I wander into a particularly momentous bylane and chance upon this shoe. This was the lost shoe of one Zaidi. Yes sir, that same Zaidi who had pelted the other one of the pair at Bush. This one got saved and so I chanced upon it at Nizamuddin. Now you have put me in a quandary by reminding me that this one might be Zain-ul-Abideen’s who was Mohammad’s great-grandson and was called Zaid. But this shoe can be anybody’s as the tilism says and it could be Mirza sahab’s too as you know he would often appear donning a single piece of footwear. Or may be the shoe had been one Nizamuddin’s, who, Khuda grant him happiness, was no less of a maverick. It is also said that he had once assailed a hakim with a shoe or was it Allaudin Khilji with whom he got engaged in this kind of a scrap? But today I have found the shoe and I am going to return from Nizamuddin’s hearth with this one undamaged. And now I have this in my mind that all sensitive, wise people always have and will put on but one shoe. The other is always hurled at the powerful.

 

(7)

Look at the results of writing for all

How my work swells and takes its toll

How voluble, such loudness that it turns out

So measly and they say I am on a roll!

 

Sitting right in the middle of the marketplace

I quote my price and my earnings praise

All those matter don’t miss such bargain such ways

The morning that you fancied now dazzles in twilight

Daze now argue Marx or that shitty mall carry on the

Lalgarh craze and my beloved country see how the

Masjid sways and stillness gone now infamy stays

In Nizamuddin, such is its daily overwhelming maze.

 

(8)
The mushaira session went on till the early hours. People seemed to return from some kind of a funeral service. A language which experts had given at most four-score years had so much spunk left in it so much still the gift of rabble-rousing. I mean even if the language dies out the spunk will stay on. This was the general opinion. As the session concluded it began to pour and what a groan of Allah-hu-Akbar erupted that broke open doors, tore off clothes and through the pulsating rosaries made its way past the alleyways only to reach up to the rooftops at the waiting wings of those scared chickens and disappeared feeling the dangling dupatta lingering there for the last seven days—of a girl a girl. The dupatta girl is ailing for the past five days and could not come up to the roof and didn’t want to even come up there and was inconsolably sobbing the whole day and wanted to get rid of her life and has been dismissed from the bangle factory at Ferozabad and has come back from her Taai’s and did not want to visit her Mamu’s at Moradabad and she won’t even tell why. And what is it? And why so? And she keeps on saying that just let me die. That no good has happened to me so far no good ever will ever come to pass. A few policemen were the last to disappear and they abused the poets as to why the poems and couplets cannot be way shorter. Things remain manageable that way. One policeman stood by a man lying on the footpath trying to gauge whether he was sleeping or was already dead.

 

(9)

As I make my way back home

As I pass by the dargah
I open the lid of my wish-box—and
And let longing free….

That my political isolation change into a movement
My misery into Ambani’s hassle

And Muntazar-al-Zaidi gets back his lost shoe

The rooftop of Bush’s ranch is razed in the tornedo

My finance minister, recollecting the story

Of a needy, broke man breaks down himself

That my son discovers earthen-ware anew

And a poet’s loneliness turns into Hindi’s shame

 

I open my wish-box

And like a rabid dog trembling at a Brahmin kitchen

Every tiny trail of my language, my yearning
Changes itself into one mighty story

And one crushing poem

 

That beneath that fantastic poverty-line every man, woman, insect

Down down down

Striding striding striding

May reach Nizamuddin

Where gaons are not renamed Gurgaon

And Azamgarh be renamed Lalgarh

And something called a city

We may see again

 

And

Let us think

Let us think

Let us think

And let us think like Fanon
And live like a farmer
And resound like wilderness

Now let us return home. Along with Nizamuddin.
Along with Baba Farid. And sleep.
With harmonium sounds in the jungle-city
Echoing,  rippling across.

Let us return home. And quit home.
That it becomes an always home, a fair in my land.

A miracle where my son may lose himself.

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